Tired, Bored, and Tired

Math ugh as always. My mother cant get it through her thick skull whats wrong with me!

Moving on... fatigued from the play. I can't get over how tired I am. Its been going on for a week now. Wed. I felt my knees were going to buckle after running the mile, then I had to go to volleyball practice. They seemed fine until I started having muscle spasms this morning in Core. It was so bad I had to ask my friend get up and pass papers for me. I was completely glued to my seat. So over all......bad week.

Ever feel like your high off of love. Well after breaking up with Taylor it made me feel I definitely didn't want to have a boyfriend till I got older, but then there is this feeling you need more. Need to get back into the grove. Like it wasn't good enough. It's also a little annoying he starts hugging and tickling and chasing one of his ex-girlfriends, who happens to be one of my very good friends. Yah I here what your saying. Stupid, move on, lifes complicated, yata yata. I really am not that jealous believe it or not. I'm completely over it, but its still you know, a hit below the belt.

I'm trying to change myself, for my friends. Lately things are oober weird with my psychic stuff. Of course like I said before math tutoring was not great, then on the way home, I sware I saw a flash of a rainbow, like right before my eyes. But it was gone in an instant. Weirdest of all through wooden closed fences. Completely closed no gaps. I could see right through them, and when I asked my siblings they said they couldnt see windows or a house at all through the fence. Hope its not a hallucination after all my fatigue.

The picture up there^^^^^ resembles me. To tired to care so you look like an idiot.